Monday, May 16, 2011

The abyss

I'm slightly terrified. I feel like I'm walking forward into yet another vast unknown, and it looks very lonely from where I sit.

There is space, emptiness, not knowingness. And it's scary.

What's next?

There is no form or shape, nothing.

Unmapped territory to some is thrilling, to others a terror. I wish I was the type to whom the unknown was an adventure, but it still scares me spit-less. Maybe someday I'll be there.

I could go anywhere, do anything. But can I? I used to believe that, not so much anymore. Real life has set in somewhat. But, what do I really know of real life...

I'm about to walk into the abyss, and I can either stayed scared spit-less, or I can keep walking. I haven't decided yet.

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