Saturday, March 19, 2011


I hate them. But, I live by them; they are how I function. I have an agenda for everything: for each day, each task, and for many of my interactions--even the interactions with my Father. There are pre-perscribed notions for everything in my head. Why do I do this? Is it simply my personality? Is it a vice? Should I aim to irradicate such tendencies in myself or rather learn how to live within them? Questions to be explored. Like, is it possible to approach a time with my Father with no agenda? No notion of receiving anything from Him, but rather simply learning to rest in His presence?

How I long...

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